
"In
the moment I first grasped the reality that Alisha was addicted
to drugs - when my mind was left empty of all else but that
naked truth - in that moment of pure despair, I thought to myself,
'I must kill her and then myself, for I cannot bear to watch
my child die the horrible death of a drug addict.' It was the
one moment in my life when all hope abandoned me.
I
have since learned that one cannot choose to live without choosing
to be hopeful, and that one cannot be hopeful all alone. I can
be hopeful that Alisha is going to make it, not only because
she is a young woman of enormous courage and determination,
but because there are people in her life, like yourself, who
are willing to 'love her into well-being'."*
--
a letter from a parent to Covenant House New Orleans
*expression
from theologian Beverly Wildung Harrison